Watching My Own Funeral

from Waiting For The Sun To Replace The Moon by Dreamwalker

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lyrics

And there I was,
Standing at my own funeral,
Watching as people nonchalantly just stared at my corpse.
Did I even amount to anything?
Or did I just fail myself?
It's weird to look at everything from the outside.

I don't see anyone that I recognize here,
And it doesn't seem like too many people seem to care.

Is this what death is like?
Everyone just accepts that you're gone
And then they continue on?

I feel selfish,
I want there to be more than this.
Will I even be remembered?
Or will I wash away with the tide
Just as I have before?
What is to come of me?
What is to come of me?

I feel like I didn't say everything I needed to;
The anxiety fills up inside of me.
There are words that are left unspoken
Inside my brain.
Did the coroner find those?
Or did those leave with me?
I want to know what happens after all of this.
I want to know if had any meaning.
I can't be too sure right now,
But from the looks of it,
The chances seem to be slim.

Is this what death is like?
Everyone just accepts that you're gone
And then they continue on?
I feel selfish,
I want there to be more than this.
Will I even be remembered?
Or will I just wash away with the tide
As I have before?
What is to come of me?

I feel like I didn't say everything I needed to;
The anxiety fills up inside of me.
There are important words that are left unspoken
Inside my brain.
Did the coroner find those?
Or did those leave with me?
I want to know what happens after all of this.
I want to know if had any meaning.
I can't be too sure right now,
But from the looks of it,
The chances seem to be slim.

People say their goodbyes,
And I'm slowly lowered six feet under.
Stuck in my brain,
My questions unanswered.